THAT'S FINE

We are all humans, but different humans. Everyone of us have various personalities, which equals diversified needs.
Don't beat around the bush, sometimes people feel like shit. There will always be a day in your life when all you want to do is lay in bed and watch movie like "The Notebook". There will always be a day when nothing comes out and even by trying to fix something, you just make things worst. There will always be a day when you are sorrowful, extremly sad person, who wants to spend time alone and cry. And you know what?

THAT'S FINE.

One of reasons why humans are beautiful as well as amazing is because they can feel and express a whole bunch of emotions. Of course it's not good when you feel sad all the time. But as I see it, sometimes people need day like this. We can't keep emotions in ourselves. If you have a reason to be unhappy and all you want to do is cry, don't put mask on your face and pretend that you're great. You can't make problem disappear by avoiding it. And please, don't let anyone tell you that there is something wrong with you, because you are unhappy. We all need to relieve sometimes and you should remember that emotions come in cycles. You won't feel this way forever :)

12.12.2015 Florence And the Machine

Over month with no posts, good job Sylwia! But finally my christmas break is going to start on Wednesday, so I hope I will write here more :)
Today I want to talk about something that happened previous week (12.12.2015)- Florence and The Machine concert. I was so excited to go there, because I was on their concert before, I love their music, I love Florence and I knew it will be just great. And I wasn't wrong :) One good advice I can give you is - If you have an opportunity to go at FATM concert, do it! Even if you know just few songs, go there. The atmosphere is amazing, and of course Flo is such an magical, unusual, lovely person :) I wish I could describe all concert to you, but it's impossible. There is no words which will sum up all of this. When I came back home the worst question I could hear was "HOW WAS IT, WAS IT FUN?" because there is no right words. Have you ever had similar feeling? That you really want to describe how you felt, but it's just... impossible? I'm sure you had.

I love going on concerts, festivals etc. Music live is just amazing thing. Especially when you hear your favorite songs. I'm so glad that I could be on this concert, and I can't wait for summer, because Open'er Festival is waiting for me :) Funny fact: Gues who will be there? Yes, Florence and The Machine. No, I'm not psycho, haha. I bought tickets before I knew they will be there :) The organizers haven't announced everyone yet, but i know that Red Hot Chili Peppers will give there concert too, and it was the best what I could hear. There was a time in my life when I was pretty into their music and I would never thought I will be on their concert, And here I am! Can't wait for it! But you know what is the worst? That you are waiting MONTHS for something that will last only for 2 hours. Moment when you realise it's all over is the worst. It's hard to gather up after something amazing like this and come back to normal life. But hey, carpe diem, right? :)

Memories

Since I can remember I've always liked to keep my memories. I don't live too much in the past, because... it's just past- something that happened and won't come back. But sometimes I like to look at my diary or box in which I keep important stuff for me and get a bit nostalgic.
Everything around us carries a memory of something. First CD that you bought and you listened it about milion times, tickets for your firt concert or even pair of old shoes. Yes, some of them are good ones and some of them bad ones. But honestly? For me, most of bad memories turns good now. Everything that have happened in your life, had an influence of what kind of person you are today. And maybe you were hurt as fuck but you won't be where you are now if it wouldn't happened. Human learn by his mistakes, always remember that.
We often forget how our lifes are amazing. We sit in room, watching photos of other people having fun and think "god, my life is so boring", what is completly untrue. But yes, I have moments like that too. And exactly then I like to look at all of this stuff and remember what amazing experiences I've had in my life so far. Maybe it's weird but I could never get rid of this things. They are a big part of my life.
But memories can be tricky sometimes. People live so much in the past thinking about what happend and how happy they were. It's make them forget that they have whole wild future ahead them. Don't let it happen to you. Remember that to move on from the past we must create new memories that over take the old ones :)
  

 

Maybe one day I will make a post about things from my "memory box". Think it's good idea :)

16/10/2015

Is it weird that I love autumn? I feel like this is perfect time for me. Yes, it's cold, get it. But:

1. It is perfect time for sitting at home and you don't need to expalin to others why you're being antisocial.
2. Feel like this leaves, fog and smoke from the chimney give a certain atmosphere that I really like.

And surprisingly I've been really good lately. Of course I am skipping school theme, all this exams etc... I've tried to change or accept things that were getting on my head and it's going well. Really well. So now can truely use word happy.
But ok, I'm done with this deep statement! Time for little update. All second year students from my school are going to have prom soon and I just can't wait. But there is one problem that probably every girl has- THE DRESS (dramatic melody in the background). I know what type I would like, but it is sooo hard to find something... And I don't want to make the same mistake as always and say "pff, I have plenty time for it!" what is equal to wake up two days before, realization that I don't have anything to wear, next is depression part, and then buying some random dress that I don't even like. HELL NO... I don't know why I'm so scatterbrained, but it is really anoying sometimes...
So I'm keeping my fingers crossed and starting to search something online. Wish me luck!

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Hey, I'm Sylwia

Hi and welcome to my blog :) Describing myself is literally the worst thing in the whole world, so I'm gonna skip all of this and say one sentence about me:

My name is Sylwia.

I know, probably not what you expected. But if you want to find out something about me you'll probably know more by reading my posts. And I think it is the best way to know me. Because, lets be honest, most things that i would wrote here would be utter bullshit (pardon the expression). So what can I say, WELCOME :)